You’re the reason why I can’t listen to the same songs I used to
I write songs about you all the time
I bet I don’t run through your mind
I’ve given up on you,
But it still hurts to know you’re not alone
I’ll keep out of your life and stay awake at night
I know that you have all of these problems and all of this pain but honestly when you were driving me away and I was ready to leave, I stayed because I knew you needed me, you needed someone who was consistent. You needed someone to love you unconditionally even though it was hard, and you were scared.
You didn’t show me the same courtesy and the worst part is that knowing this changes nothing. You still don’t love me and I still don’t love myself.